lets ponder for a while.

"if you cannot have what u really love, then learn to love what you have"


agreed.


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asal kerja je demam.. dulu bulan 1 demam sampai 2 hari off tak pegi kerja.. demam panas.
pastu duk umah sihat walafiat.
skang baru 2nd week kerja dah demam lagi.
so apakah kesimpulan yang dapat dibuat dari kes ini?




jawapannya adalah...
*kerja tak best, i need my happy drug*

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i cant believe i can actually deal with numbers and figures. i mean, of course its not a big issue for some, but heck i hate numbers! my family and closest friends know i hate maths and accounting. but thats what i do for living (for now la.. hehe).

my current job requires me to regularize and calculate current accounts for 171 ambank branches. i gotta do and print report each morning and regularize every unbalanced accounts. thats that so far. sounds boring. yes, it is. but im coping up and ive still a lot more to learn =|

sekali tu tersenyum sorang2 sbb mcm tak percaya i am doing accounts. shitness. tu lah, orang tua dah cakap, jangan ckp tak suka, nanti dapat. kan dah kena kat muka sendiri.

tanya mr.teh (OD & Escalation Unit manager), dia kata thats what i gotta do and it wud be forever. haha. i always thot that i would be given the chance to switch places with others between the department. sigh.. i really gotta learn and adapt fast, since the lady that im replacing is going off really soon. oh cmon, shes been working for 20 friggin years and i gotta learn everything in less than 2 weeks. i need a break. good luck to me. gulp.

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ive been updating my blog less and less these days, not that im THAT busy but yeah u can say so.
baby muaz finally greeted the world last saturday, but i only saw him on monday.
went to kuantan on the time he was born, sigh.. sorry muaz, i really wished i cud see you that day..

10 orang pegi kuantan, 3 cars. me, nurul, aefa, dodie, joni, azriq, fairuz, huda, ryan and nik. gerak kul 6pm, sampai kuantan around 930. it was a tiring journey though, but bila sampai TC, best lak rasa, makan seafood kat TC (teluk cempedak, bukan Toronto Canada) hehe.
took some nice pics (thanks bro joni :p) and went straight to mana ntah tak amik tau pulak nama tempat yg kitorang sewa tu.

the next morning, pegi amik gambar sunrise. wahwah, lawa!! rasa cam cuti2 malaysia lak. padahal takde duit nih. hmmm then kul 12 camtu jerah called, dah selamat akad nikah, ayman kena ulang 2 kali. haha kelakar sbb the nite before dia gelabah gila, siap tulis akad dalam handphone. :p

kul 130 gerak gi kenduri, tp yg best tu bukannya amik gambar pengantin banyak sgt. amik gambar kawan2 je yg banyak. bleh tak bebudak ni dah gila amik gambar. sian abang photographer kena buli :p kul 430 dah gerak balik kl but bebudak tuh gi lepak cherating pulak. rasa mcm nak ikut, tapi monday tu first day of work, tanak la nnt ngantuk lak gi opis. so i went back straight to kl n reached home around 930pm.

smlm (as of monday 13/3)first day kerja kat bank, i was quite disappointed coz i was given a different task from what they told during the interview. i gotta handle current accounts and all, holy cow!! i gotta learn to love to handle with numbers n figures now.. my god!! aku benci gila accounting sampai nak muntah2 skang kena lak keja camtuh. bloody hell! i really hope they will refer me to a different department later. they told me that i gotta handle staffing and operations the other day, jahat la. tapi takperlah. kerja je lah.. but the environment is OK, and its as what i expected. ada dua orang mamat cute. nasib baik leh usyar diorang. hahahha..

hmmm.. i really hope i cud catch things up as soon as possible, takot lah. rugi kalau tolak kerja bank. benefit banyak gila. ish. baru ni dapat lagi offer kerja tapi ntah la.. company kecik. kena rajin je la. i dunno wat i want!! waaaaa!!
helppppppppp~~~~~~~

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2 more days to monday..
imma commence work as a branch network exec at a bank right in the heart of KL. wooo!
the pay is good, plus, i dont have to switch trains like i used to last time. only ONE train and voila!

so kalau nak kira, dgn gaji yg diorang offer and dgn duit loan yg nak bayar balik tu, rasanya boleh lagi la belanja mak abah skit2 tiap bulan. yeh yeh!

hmm.. selamat bekerja untuk diri sendiri. semoga dapat menjalankan kerja dengan begitu baik sekali dan anggaplah ia sebagai ibadah dan amanah. kerja kena jujur dan tekun. adoi terpaksa la menaikkan semangat sendiri. haih..

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so what does luck mean?
"An unknown and unpredictable phenomenon that leads to a favourable outcome"

and what does fate mean?
"Your overall circumstances or condition in life (including everything that happens to you)"

in life, there's always people telling you that their life is purely based on lucks. thats if the person is having a blast and the time of his/her life. "im just lucky" and when things dont get in their way or dont happen like the way THEY wanted to, thats when FATE counts in. "i knew that i would fail the exam. its all fated"

see how perceptive and manipulating human being can be?

jodoh pulak.
(not again)
yes its true that ada jodoh or tak ada is god's will. tapi jodoh takkan ada if we dont work for it, true innit? so, back to basic, its all really up to you. if you dont work for the things that u want, u might not get it, unless you have a durian runtuh or gift from someone (materealistically talking). tapi kalau bab jodoh, work for it, pray hard and let GOD do the rest.
AMIN!

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im eagerly waiting for my NEW nephew to come out from me sis' womb and see this world.. he's my eldest sis' third child. kekta's supposed to deliver today, but the baby refused to. i think he's not ready to face the world yet, or maybe he's pretty shy, or maybe hes just plain lazy to see me. hahahhaa.

despite of refusing to come out on time, my sis and my bro-in-law had already thought for his name. SYED MUAZ ALBINSMITH. yeay! i bet he must be cute as his aunty. hmmmmmm.. hehehehe. hey boy, u better come out quick, everybody's waiting for you! :D

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