dua orang gila melakukan kerja gila. hmph.

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HAPUS AKU.

Kutuliskan kesedihan
Semua tak bisa kau ungkapkan
Dan kita kan bicara dengan hatiku

Buang semua puisi
Antara kita berdua
Kau bunuh dia sesuatu
Yang kusebut itu cinta

Yakinkan aku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarkan waktu waktu
Hapus aku…

Sadarkan aku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarkan waktu waktu
Hapus aku…

:|

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im officially ancient.
birthday hari tu sangat best.
thanks all for the wishes, pressies and doa.
thanks uno, aefa, dira, jerah, huda for the surprise bday cake.

thanks abah for the luvly video ipod.
mom for the jeans.
acad for the sneakers.
jerah + dira for the teddy bear + mug
aefa + uno for the jewellery drawer
kak shima, darsh and roslen for the necklace.
:)

semoga tuhan balas kasih sayang anda kepada saya.
saya sayang anda semua!

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there has not been a year that i dont have new resolutions. haha. well, i reckon its not just me who do that, kan? To be frank, I have lost count on how many times I have 'renewed' my resolutions. Too many times, baby, too many times.

close open close open eyes, we're already in the month of May. Godemit, time flies while were having fun, eh? I wont recap the past 4 months anymore. (isnt it obvious my life has been so stagnant and boring now?? damn.) I just wanna remind myself of what my resolutions were/are. See, I keep renewing them yearly, I dont even know which one I have really achieved.

1. Finish at least A novel/storybook.
I am now trying hard to finish "Confessions of a Shopaholic" by Sophie Kinsella. Wish me luck!

2. Driving license
Prolly in June, or July. Or maybe August. Whenever. As long as I get it before this year end

3. Kemas bilik (boleh ke masuk dalam resolutions ni?)

4. Save at least RM1k
Well my initial plan was to save RM1/day. But now is already May 3rd, and I have not even started saving. To date, I shudve saved (RM30x4=RM120)+RM3 (for 1st, 2nd and 3rd May) *DAMN*

5. Renew my passport (ini pun kena ke masok resolution?)
Well, I HAD to renew my passport a couple of months ago. I just got back from Medan. Haih.

6. Vacation at Singapore @ Perhentian with Helmy (hes my cousin OK) + and the rest who wanna follow (cant think of anyone now)

7. Buy LOMO
Yeah, already have one in hand. Havent really got the time to fully utilize it, yet.

8. Spend less (yeah this has been my resolution since birth)

So far, thats all i could think of. The same, old 'renewable' resolutions. I only have eight, I think half of them are achievable. at least i know ill try my best to finish the novel. hahahhahah. Well, im not much of a reader, thank you.

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another year passed by, and im turning 25 this 12th of May.
yet, i dunno what i have achieved so far. well, i got a permanent job. can that be considered as an achievement?
i hope so.

so far, that's that. gosh, at 25 years of age and i still have nothing to be proud of. Not even a thing - a car, a house, a promising career, a family. I hope I'll get my driving license soon, and a new job maybe? I need cash to buy THOSE things. Who doesnt, eh?

Haih.

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saya rasa saya bukanlah kawan yang baik.
saya rasa saya banyak menyakiti hati kawan.
saya tahu, saya bukan sempurna.

saya minta maaf,
kepada semua yang pernah terasa hati dengan saya.
sesungguhnya itu di luar kawalan saya.
sometimes we need to be reminded of the things we do/say.

jadi saya berterima kasih
kepada kawan-kawan saya
yang memahami saya,
yang always put up dgn perangai saya,
yang garang, cepat marah, cepat terasa, selalu buat muka dan sebagainya.
trust me, kadang-kadang saya pun benci dengan diri sendiri.

tanpa kawan-kawan,
siapalah saya.
saya sayangkan friendship yang saya ada sekarang.
i cant afford to lose any of you guys.

sekali lagi,
saya mohon maaf dan ampun dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki.
kalau ada salah laku, harap tegurlah saya.
demi kebaikan,
Insya Allah, saya terima.

.dell.

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this is not a long hiatus anymore. this is what i call complete silence. haha.
well well.. i just feel like updating, but i have nothing to write.

or too many things to be told. which I dont think it'd be appropriate to tell the whole world.

im living my life, as usual. content with what i have, with what im going through now. well, we only live once. so i gotta cherish every second i breathe, kan?

will update later. i dunno how late is later. :)

ciaoshinchi.

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